Boom, Baby
I'm back and better than ever. I took time off of a lot of things, this blog included. I know I said it before, but I got back into old hobbies and I'm enjoying myself. The break for camp and going back home was a good refresh for me and it really got my head back on straight. It was a sad trip, my grandpa is on hospice and most likely won't make it until Christmas, so this was my final goodbye. I tried to tell him how much he meant to me but he's too gone to really understand who I am anymore. But the other night I had a dream where he and I sat together, the old him, and we talked about how much we meant to each other, that we loved each other, and how we both didn't want it to end. It felt like the closest form of closure I'm gonna get. It truly felt real and it helped a lot. I got to see my cats and my dogs, got to hang out with friends and family and eat way too much food. I got new clothes, new shoes, and a new viewpoint on my situatio